Feels like AF is coming any minute now. I tested on 11 DPO in the evening, this time I used one of those free early detection tests I got along with my pre-seed. It of course was negative as hell, not even the faintest line..a BIG FAT NEGATIVE. Well I sort of guessed that since I got a negative on 9 DPO. I am a firm believer that if its negative 9 DPO its a negative. Oh well there goes my hopes of having my baby on my mother's birthday.
Since I ovulated on day 16, I have to wait until day 30 for CD1 if my calcuations are correct, so that will be Thursday. I am PMSing and crampy like today is the day. I was supposed to get Pamprin at Wally world but forgot.
I was in the restroom doing a secret testing yesterday when my husband called and interrupted me. It was about the dog shampoo and I almost bit his head off after I kept staring at that one pink line. I am not sure I like it better than the 'not pregnant'. I kept looking and saying, c'mon just a little faint line. If not now when? IDK, I just don't know. Looks like I'll have plenty of drinks this weekend, no worries.
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I would go as far as a few hours after throwing stick in trash, I'd retrieve it several times to recheck it hoping there was a faint line I've missed.
No matter how many mths I tested, I'd still recheck the trash just to make sure. Pathetic, no or perhaps... desperate, perhaps yes :o)
That was my attempt to say, I understand what you're going through.
Good luck.
Anna.
I know you understand. I tested again on day 12 in the PM, just to make sure I can have those drinks I want to have. I have one more CBE digital test in the house and I threw it far into the closet to keep me from testing again. I will use the CBE monitor and pre-seed one more month, then pack that up as well.
The Rebound Girl
((hugs))
Damnit! I've had secret testings in public toilets for as long as I can remember!
(((((hugs)))))
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